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blogg 5, i thought i would share this with my freinds

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  • blogg 5, i thought i would share this with my freinds

    I have not blogged for a while,but again my head as been in a pickled mess. A few years back when i started on here i started off ok,sadly my mum passed away and it had adverse aeffect on my game.
    Recently I had got over it and with help and conversation managed to pull myself out of a rut and started to bring my game to the tables.

    Then omg sadly my father passed away suddenly sending my great Bankroll i had achieved back down to the micro grinding.

    Excuses yes i suppose,I should off just not played,but on promising my mum and dad i would make something with my life,getting myself and my kids a better living situation was compelled to play.
    So sitting here im thinking, i have promises to keep,so i think its time to stop feeling so sorry for myself and commit to that promise.
    I have not deposited for time,i have a small BR left and am sure i can do it again,touch wood wish me luck,
    may the poker gods be with me

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    Im sure you can mate, I lost my own mother too cancer two months ago and it does make you do stupid things, for me it was gambling on horses that i never did before as i wanted a quick few bucks to be made to help with funeral expense but as they say

    Never play tired,drunk, or depressed

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    • #3
      thx m8t only just noticed your post sorry and my best wishes to you mate and hope we get them on the tables hey.

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      • #4
        Sorry to hear that m8 me and holdem me bro know extactly how ya feel, i have only just noticed this blogg, i did my own yesterday and mentioned my mum and dad, i'm sorry to say guys this feeling might last years so god help our game, i wake up sometimes at 4-5 a.m thinking about my parents and it makes me feel sick and then the day just goes down bank from there i have no clue how to play poker at the moment which is something i have mentioned in my first blog called emotional control and reads, perhaps i should be taking a year or two off poker who knows. I have known for a while the day would come with my parents getting on a bit in age, but wow does it really have to hurt this much? I have to stay strong and look cold being the new head of the family and i dont want to make my son feel bad he,s turning 16 a delicate age, wow guys, i have got a rant on here i guess it shows just how my mindset is, any advise would be gold at this point guys.

        Paul.

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