Starting to believe less and less that if I continue to play well, it will pay off in the long run.  

I have $17 left of the $200 I deposited last week and have very few cashes to go with it.  

I think I have officially been doom switched.  Any time I have an oppertunity to gain a bunch of chips I keep getting coolered and basically put myself in a place to fold and stall to mincash 

I'm just unbelievably frustrated with the way things have gone this year.