This blog is a way for me to express my feelings and thoughts,vent, and by doing so I can preview it to determine if I am in a proper mental state to play the best I can or adjust to what I feel the proper mental state is. For an example I just had my AA busted by AK off to knock me out of a tourney. I might usually allow myself to get agrevated or stessed, but by writing about it and and rechanneling my thoughts to how I want to express myself here, I have encouraged myself to not dwell on it and move on. Very usefull tool I think and makes me my most important reader.