Firstly, my apologies to our community for sudden disappearance. Especially to my staker Marvinsytan.

I lost my first born kid to Dengue Fever. My angel died last week of July.

I still am finding it hard to get over it. Tried to do things to preoccupy myself. But damn can't find any.

I will try Pokerstars. Maybe playing will take me off it.

Didn't have a single clue as to how it would feel like. Now I know. Although someone dear to me said, it would've been much worse if my angel stayed with me for awhile, and it will only feel worse the more years we could've spend together.

Now I know how loved I am.