Sometimes I wonder if any brain cells have survived. Twice now I have been safely ITM, only to catch a hand and be rivered.  I know I should not even  been in either hand (QQ once and  2 pair on flop from BB) but somehow I keep going for a final table instead of  settling for an ITM.  Maybe I'll learn now that its been drilled in me twice. The extra 30 points I threw away would be nice right now.