Right... I'm starting from scratch here.  I'm not an experienced poker player.  I'm fed up with trying to prove that I'm good at what I do and selling myself short. 

 

I've tried the whole multi-tabling multi tournaments and cash games and clearly it doesnt work for me.  Dont get me wrong, when i'm disciplined i do well for myself, however I hit a dodgy moment and 2 days worth of work can go down the pan in less than 10 minutes.  So, I'm not multi tabling/tournieing anymore.  I'm sitting down and playing one at a time and focusing on that game.  Screw profit margins and rate of investments vs number of games played at a time.  I'm interested in developing my game so that I can play to a standard that I know I can play at, get back to enjoying playing as apposed to feeling frustrated all the time that i'm not achieving what I want to achieve, and well, make a profit doing so.

 

So the rules from now are,

1. One game at a time

2. Learn more about the mathematical side of the game

3. Actually spend time profiling players rather than sitting there thinking "come on dealer, give me some decent cards".

4. ENJOY THE GAME AGAIN