Please disregard my previous posts as I have come to realise that I am my own worst enemy especially when I allow my emotions and adrenalin to dictate the way that I play.I read a few blogs yesterday that made me look at myself and I am so thankful for those players that take the time to post honest comments that have helped me to tweek my own game.I am a new man lol and have decided that no longer am I going to be a spoilt,crying little baby lol.The fact is I love playing poker on pokerstars and I need to concentrate more on the positive side of things instead of bleating about what might have been.To all of you players out there that I have abused and sworn at on chat I sincerely apologise and from now on I will say positive things only or nothing at all,though in reality I was just venting my pent up emotions lol.I like to play the $1.50 sng 90 player knockout tournaments and the $1.50,$3.50 18 player turbos and for all my crying about getting shafted by the dealer I actually have won a few of these games and finished in the money dozens of times and a couple of days ago not only did I win a 90 player knockout my knock out pool was 14x27c so yes I need to concentrate on correct play more than get emotional about what might have been.Im playing in the open pokerschool league and my goal for this month is to finish in the top 500 so that I can play in the premier league next month.I would just like to thank the pokerschool for not only teaching me to play better poker but to play with less emotion and now that I am over myself I feel and play alot calmer and if there is any emotion it needs to be patience.I have also decided that I need to contribute more blogs of my own as I have recieved so much benefit from reading others.So everyone have a great day and go hard or go home and to all you negative crybabys out there get over yourself and your poker game may improve like mine has......