Seems to be that not only can I not dodge a river here at pokerstars, life itself just keeps smashing horrible luck in my direction.
In the past week Ive lost a lot, not money thankfully but a close friend, a long term girlfriend and a job offer was snatched from under my nose.
I soon realised that its not just poker where it only takes 1 little thing to change you from a 99% winner to a 100% dog.
So Ive had to sit back and review my life, see where I stand and what I can do... For the minute Ive decided to keep busy until I fully come to terms with everything.
Thankfully I still have my friends and a rather new friend of mine gave me a little bit of hope and a chance to get back onto the tables, its where I always feel at home and can concentrate fully and let everything else pass me by